Ramadhan is here again

2nd Ramadhan without him. So far alhamdulillah. been quite good though right now i'm dying to go for supper or sahur with him....... :-( berbuka yg simple2 saja today. terima kasih kat mak. sayang mak :-) pasar Ramadhan.. tak pergi lagi so far.. last year, hanya pegi once.. sebab gagal miserably when i ended up crying.. so this time, tak tau la.. we'll see..

this Ramadhan, not only about puasa..tapi i have to work extra super-duper hard to complete my very first paper.. i have a dateline to meet - 29th September! frankly, now ni rasa mcm sgt2 malas and mcm sgt2 blur and kalau boleh nak relaks je sepanjang Ramadhan ni.. tp looking at my sv punya kesungguhan to help me complete this paper and the masters, ah terpaksa la menguatkan semangat jugak.. so i really2 need to put aside all those sedih, blur, menyampah, bengang etc etc and give 200% for this paper.. how i wish doing it is easy as typing it...... think positive!! oh yeah. can't believe i say that..but really mean it this time. positive and happy thoughts!!!! be a teapot as much as possible ok!!

friends, let's jadikan Ramadhan kali ini lebih baik drpd sebelum2nya.. siapa tahu kita takkan jumpa dah Ramadhan akan dtg.. so sama2 la usaha memperbaiki solat kita at the same time adekan kesempatan utk berterawih (kalau takdpt pegi surau/masjid, kat umah pun boleh kan..) dan bertadarrus.. bykkan membaca Al-Quran.. bersedekah.. semoga amalan kita lebih diberkati dan semoga kita benar2 mendapat keberkatan Ramadhan yang sebenarnya dan semoga amalan yang baik berkekalan dihati dan jiwa walaupun Ramadhan dah berlalu nanti..insya Allah.. amin..

and to my sayang, semoga Allah melimpahkan kasih sayang Nya for you sayang.. you are always in my prayers.. i'll visit you very soon ok..

p/s: kalau ade salah silap, terlanjur kata, mintak maaf banyak2 ye... kalau ade hutang, insya Allah akan dilangsaikan kalau panjang umur.. mintak halalkan pun bagus juga :-)