i wish you are there just across the road

i am so freaking lazy today. last Tuesday stayed up very2 late to finish my summary on that tabu search paper. ended up being extra sleepy and blur the whole day yesterday. work was like S**t. by 5pm, my energy has all drained out and i practically have to drag my feet out from office, into the car and forced my brain to focus on the road..and half-concious found myself queing for my turn to pass the damn traffic light!mlm nya, my brain just couldn't accept another journal, so i decided to shutdown the pc and joined erina tido. my hope that it'll be a better day today went right down the drain when the moment I got into the main road, gosh! massive jam!! what happened?? somebody knocked somebody's car and they have to argue in the middle of the road? or somebody died? but, i was pretty sure i managed to maintain my coolness. or maybe, I should have just yelled, or do something crazy to release whatever feeling i have stucked inside?

right now, i have a very good reason to be happy (yes, it's confirmed!!!thanks beb!) yet, the hormone doesn't let me! i hate to see those tickets piling up in my queue, but i can do nothing about it. they are all pending for some other teams's action or some stupid process which i don't even know if there's one in place, or for some customers who just couldn't make up their mind! i wonder if they are too slow or it's me who is unnecessarily extra-efficient? and tonight i have the weekly telco! like daaaaaaaaaaaa???

how i wish i can run away to a place where nobody can find me? maybe not...in his hugs..yeah, that's where i wish i can be now. the safest place, the most comfortable place i know.. i wish he's just across the road and i can ring his number now and make him drive here and take me out for a ride.. yup, we used to do that kan sayang.. just jln2 somewhere ambik angin since takleh makan.. don't we ever get bored of each other? i know we don't. because when we got home, we would spend some more time to update each other about the day.. i wonder what more can happen from 1pm till 6.30pm? but we never ran out of stories.. even the simplest thing - i was so sleepy at the office - deserved a part.. i don't want to turn back time.. there's nothing i want to change.. they are imperfectly perfect! i only wish for the impossible.. i wish you are here...