Saturday, January 31, 2009
blogger vs wordpress
i'm currently experimenting wp. hmm.. too many things to do, too little time. what's your pick? why? care to share anyone?
erina oh erina..
lately ni erina asyik kiss me and hug me every 15minutes kot, or less. she would repeat "erina buah hati mummy, busyuk mummy, intan payung mummy!" she would give me a long hug everytime. she would put her arms around my neck and kiss me. tak kira tgh tengok tv ke, tgh makan ke, tgh window shopping kat luar ke, before tido, bangun tido.. sampaikan my yougest sister cakap "ahhh, ye laa... dah2 la tuh" hehehe.. sbb mengalahkan couple tgh bercinta plak :)
then last thursday, blk dr office kepenatan, as usual mesti play-play with erina dulu.. and erina pun hug and kiss me mcm never enough.. suddenly dia cakap "mummy kena beli 'ganielite'.. mata mummy dah gelap" sambil jari telunjuk dia duk gosok2 below my eyes. pastu dia repeat lagi.. "ni mata mummy ni dah hitam ni..kena pakai ganielite tuh letak kat mata mummy.." i was blur for a while. then baru la compute apa dia cakap. she was actually referring to "Garnier Light" eye roll-on tu yg si FS jd model tuh. we all were so surprised pastu gelak giler. she's only 3 and she's advising me mcm mana nak treat my dark circles? bertuah punya budak. and satu lagi, boleh plak tu dia pick up that advert and understand what it's all about. none of us ever mention about it or talk about the advert.. hahaha..
and now ni, among her favourite lines:
"oh man!" (bila tetiba dia teringat something)
"al-lamm-mak!" (erina's version of 'alamak')
"i'm sure" (dgn slang skali ok!)
"nanti erina meraung kang!" (ugutan terbaru dia.. but if i use the same trick "mummy meraung kang", dia reply "mummy meraung je laa")
and satu lagi dia suka cakap ni.."sayang mummy, sayang wan, sayang atuk, sayang bla bla bla...busyuk mummy sorang, buah hati mummy sorang, intan payung mummy sorang" hehe.. if anyone cakap "erina buah hati atuk/wan/anyone kan?" dia sure bengang and insist "tak!! erina buah hati mummy sorang je!" so far, takde sapa lagi yg berjaya buat dia admit dia buah hati/busyuk/intan payung orang lain!!!hehehe..
then last thursday, blk dr office kepenatan, as usual mesti play-play with erina dulu.. and erina pun hug and kiss me mcm never enough.. suddenly dia cakap "mummy kena beli 'ganielite'.. mata mummy dah gelap" sambil jari telunjuk dia duk gosok2 below my eyes. pastu dia repeat lagi.. "ni mata mummy ni dah hitam ni..kena pakai ganielite tuh letak kat mata mummy.." i was blur for a while. then baru la compute apa dia cakap. she was actually referring to "Garnier Light" eye roll-on tu yg si FS jd model tuh. we all were so surprised pastu gelak giler. she's only 3 and she's advising me mcm mana nak treat my dark circles? bertuah punya budak. and satu lagi, boleh plak tu dia pick up that advert and understand what it's all about. none of us ever mention about it or talk about the advert.. hahaha..
and now ni, among her favourite lines:
"oh man!" (bila tetiba dia teringat something)
"al-lamm-mak!" (erina's version of 'alamak')
"i'm sure" (dgn slang skali ok!)
"nanti erina meraung kang!" (ugutan terbaru dia.. but if i use the same trick "mummy meraung kang", dia reply "mummy meraung je laa")
and satu lagi dia suka cakap ni.."sayang mummy, sayang wan, sayang atuk, sayang bla bla bla...busyuk mummy sorang, buah hati mummy sorang, intan payung mummy sorang" hehe.. if anyone cakap "erina buah hati atuk/wan/anyone kan?" dia sure bengang and insist "tak!! erina buah hati mummy sorang je!" so far, takde sapa lagi yg berjaya buat dia admit dia buah hati/busyuk/intan payung orang lain!!!hehehe..
erina during our recent langkawi trip for her 3rd birthday :-) >>more pictures<<
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
400D for sale!!
i want to sell my canon eos 400D. anyone interested, please contact me nanrfz33@yahoo.com, or ym me or text me. thankies!
Monday, January 26, 2009
make up your mind, me!
22 months. if i think about the numbers, i wonder where did all the time go? but in some other ways, i feel like it's just yesterday! i could feel myself standing beside him, talking to him, convincing him that i'd be fine and he really didn't have to worry about me and our darling daughter erina. i could remember my lines which i still wonder where it came from, yet i truly believed in them (i think!). did i not have to trust my own words, before he could trust them? he was unconcious, so i couldn't tell if he was convinced or not. but my gut feeling said, for most of them, he didn't, but he had no choice but to trust them anyway. i told him i'll be ok. i told him i'm letting him go. well, i've never been 'that' nice to him. so obviously he knew i lied. enuf about that. i've been repeating the same lines for 22months! but who cares!
for the past 22 months, things have changed a lot. LOTS, LOTS, LOTS!!! but of course, there are some that stays the same. those i wish to stay, keep changing, yet those i pray really hard to change are those that stick really hard, even the biggest tsunami won't make them move from where they are! but we don't always get what we want. that same line has never failed to console me, at least for some time, before the next evil thought pay me a visit again.
making decision, is among the things i suddenly have to put in my task list after abang passed away. not that i have never done it before, but as far as i could remember, that task was always shared. if i have to note it down, i would put 50% behind that particular task, indicating i was only half responsible for it. the other half should appear in his task list. but things are different now. i could still choose to keep it 50% i think, but instead i choose to pick the other 50% that he has left. but then, i'm not really sure if i have accumulated the percentage to 100% or if i just created another task with different unique identifier but duplicate name. i think it's the latter. but i think i don't even have duplicate names. i must have put it as abang's still.
what i was trying to say, there are many and many decisions that i have to make, yet i have left them hanging, not to mention those that keep changing as i am not certain what should i do with them!! i am not sure what i am waiting, still hoping for him to come and make the final decision perhaps?? did i just make myself sound stupid? maybe. the truth is, i don't know how to make the decision alone. sorry. not alone. let me rephrase the sentence. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE THE DECISION WITHOUT HIM!! I thank God for I have my mum, my family, my friends who can give me advice. they even help me to list down the good and the bad, the advantage and disadvantage. they've done their part, if i can call it "their part". yet, here i am, still cannot make up my mind. in between all the advice, all the support that i have received, i feel something is lacking. yes..i guess it's the "convincing" feeling that i am still trying to find. not to convince me that i will make the right decision, but i am not convinced that regardless what happen after the decision is made, things are still going to be alright. I am not convinced that if things go against what i have planned, I'll still be OK, I'll still feel motivated to go on, either to continue on the same path, or to start all over again. oh i am so missing you. i hope you knew just how comforting it was to know i could rest my head on your chest and feel your arms wrapping me, when i felt the whole world was not being nice to me.
well, it's been 22 months. i need to learn. learn to make decision without him, whether it's the right one or not. i should start somewhere. but where do i begin??
for the past 22 months, things have changed a lot. LOTS, LOTS, LOTS!!! but of course, there are some that stays the same. those i wish to stay, keep changing, yet those i pray really hard to change are those that stick really hard, even the biggest tsunami won't make them move from where they are! but we don't always get what we want. that same line has never failed to console me, at least for some time, before the next evil thought pay me a visit again.
making decision, is among the things i suddenly have to put in my task list after abang passed away. not that i have never done it before, but as far as i could remember, that task was always shared. if i have to note it down, i would put 50% behind that particular task, indicating i was only half responsible for it. the other half should appear in his task list. but things are different now. i could still choose to keep it 50% i think, but instead i choose to pick the other 50% that he has left. but then, i'm not really sure if i have accumulated the percentage to 100% or if i just created another task with different unique identifier but duplicate name. i think it's the latter. but i think i don't even have duplicate names. i must have put it as abang's still.
what i was trying to say, there are many and many decisions that i have to make, yet i have left them hanging, not to mention those that keep changing as i am not certain what should i do with them!! i am not sure what i am waiting, still hoping for him to come and make the final decision perhaps?? did i just make myself sound stupid? maybe. the truth is, i don't know how to make the decision alone. sorry. not alone. let me rephrase the sentence. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE THE DECISION WITHOUT HIM!! I thank God for I have my mum, my family, my friends who can give me advice. they even help me to list down the good and the bad, the advantage and disadvantage. they've done their part, if i can call it "their part". yet, here i am, still cannot make up my mind. in between all the advice, all the support that i have received, i feel something is lacking. yes..i guess it's the "convincing" feeling that i am still trying to find. not to convince me that i will make the right decision, but i am not convinced that regardless what happen after the decision is made, things are still going to be alright. I am not convinced that if things go against what i have planned, I'll still be OK, I'll still feel motivated to go on, either to continue on the same path, or to start all over again. oh i am so missing you. i hope you knew just how comforting it was to know i could rest my head on your chest and feel your arms wrapping me, when i felt the whole world was not being nice to me.
well, it's been 22 months. i need to learn. learn to make decision without him, whether it's the right one or not. i should start somewhere. but where do i begin??
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Karena hati telah letih
Dealova
Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang mungkin bisa kau rindu
Karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
Karena hati telah letih
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang selalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
Tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
Oh bayangmu seakan-akan
(Chorus)
Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku yang memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang ku hela kau selalu ada
Hanya dirimu yang bisa membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang dan sepi
*Repeat chorus
sung by: Once
Aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang mungkin bisa kau rindu
Karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
Karena hati telah letih
Aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yang selalu bisa kau sentuh
Aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
Tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
Oh bayangmu seakan-akan
(Chorus)
Kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku yang memanggil rinduku padamu
Seperti udara yang ku hela kau selalu ada
Hanya dirimu yang bisa membuatku tenang
Tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang dan sepi
*Repeat chorus
sung by: Once
freshie concert
today, a fren out of nowhere ym me and asked this question - "ingat tak dulu sapa yang masuk mod dance lagi?" hahahhaa.. mmg "eye opener" betul soklan tu di pagi senin kan.. she was talking about our freshie concert, the one all freshies, that is the F1 kena participate. FC was sort off "meraikan" budak2 F1 yg baru join, menunjukkan bakat masing2. ye la tuh. padahal sebenarnya2, FC boleh diibaratkan as the first "HELL" yg boleh buat budak2 yg dpt straight As for UPSR tu rasa cam "bodohnya la aku nih menyusahkan diri kat sinih. duk umah lagi best!" this concert mmg betul2 bebudak F1 je yg perform and org2 yg tukang mengajar budak2 toye ni ialah the F4, so called freshie sisters..so F1 freshie sisters kecik, F4 freshie sisters besar. hahaha. i still remember that one night all of us were asked to gather at Budiman Hall after dinner. aduish. and at that time, looking at those F4 yg duk kat tangga stage tuh, rasa mcm takut pun ade, rasa mcm "perasan bagus betul diorang nih" pun ade.. pastu tak ingat pebende la yg diorang ckp.. yg ingat, diorang suh sendiri2 volunteer la nak masuk persembahan apa.. and masa tuh, all i can think of, NASYID la kan!! HAHAHHAHAA.. lawak sehh... then tetiba, dtg la beberapa org kakak tanya if i can dance!! huaahuaa.. me, dance?? ade gaya ke? they ask me to follow diorang nari a few steps... takut punya psl kan, so buat je la.. then the rest was history!! hahahhaa.. so i was one of the 5 people dlm modern dance B.. yup, u read it right! MODERN DANCE ok!! lawak antarabangsa betul kan! then lepas tuh, i think masa tgh practise2 menari satu hari nih, tetiba dtg la sorang F4 ni suh i masuk fashion show plak! back then, i was this one short, skinny girl, dgn rambut pendek yg tak terurus.. so i think they thought that was cute! kwangkwangkwang!! i was paired ngan sha yg juga kurus dan pendek.. while org2 lain bukan main ngan baju entah pape, kitorang plak kena dress as kids! jadi model kanak2 ribena.. siut je! well, i don't blame them la.. sha and i were among the shortest or smallest in the batch.. the seniors used to call us "burung"!! though i kind of hate all the hours spent to practise the mod dance and fashion show thingy, i kind of owe that freshie concert somehow.. that's where i learned menari ok! and be on stage! i couldn't remember if i ever did that masa primary school. all i remember masa primary, naik stage every year sbb ambik hadiah masa price giving day je! and honestly, i kind of enjoy that freshie concert.. and i enjoy dancing jugak! though takde la pandai sgt pun kan.hehee... years after that, setiap tahun kami2 ni akan menari mod dance sbg side show during our annual interform english drama competition!! oh english drama deserves a dedicated post of its own.. walaupun i only contributed part side show tu je...hehehe.. then masa f4, they 'recruit' me utk join college malay dance team! oh tu mmg best! and i thanked those who suggested my name tu, whoever that was..hehehe..
so setelah lemm duk ask around sapa ingat lagu used for our mod dance show tuh, we confirmed the one yg utk mod dance B, that is my team.. yg A tu masih tak sure lagi.. so ini la dia lagunya.. specially dedicated to lemm, chool, haslie and kozo, and freshie sis besar.. k.ina cun, k.norly, k.rose (ke?) and dah tak ingat dah sapa lagi..if you guys happen to read this :-) i still remember the plain striking color tshirt dgn bermuda pants colorful2, snickers and topi yg ade besi nombor.. HAHAHHAHAHHA!! so the lawak ok! but we rockssss!!!
p/s: btw, this 25th Jan is our freshie concert 17th anniversary!! happy FC anniversary tkc9296! hahahhaaa..
so setelah lemm duk ask around sapa ingat lagu used for our mod dance show tuh, we confirmed the one yg utk mod dance B, that is my team.. yg A tu masih tak sure lagi.. so ini la dia lagunya.. specially dedicated to lemm, chool, haslie and kozo, and freshie sis besar.. k.ina cun, k.norly, k.rose (ke?) and dah tak ingat dah sapa lagi..if you guys happen to read this :-) i still remember the plain striking color tshirt dgn bermuda pants colorful2, snickers and topi yg ade besi nombor.. HAHAHHAHAHHA!! so the lawak ok! but we rockssss!!!
p/s: btw, this 25th Jan is our freshie concert 17th anniversary!! happy FC anniversary tkc9296! hahahhaaa..
Sunday, January 18, 2009
geng & ipin & upin
as a kid, i didn't really watch cartoon (not as much as erina does these days).. i consider myself a bit "nerd".. i prefer to be around books, pencils, eraser.. according to my mom, i could read newspaper at the age of 4.. kena spell la the words one by one.. those days mana ade smartreader/cec whatsoever. i was 'home schooling' since my elder sister and two brothers dah start sekolah by then.. my aktiviti petang plak ialah ikut tengok my brothers main bola sepak.. bila dah besar sikit join diorang main sekali.. kadang2 main "rounders" or "baling selipar".. i still remember my brother buat rules bila main 'baling selipar', semua org takleh baling selipar tu (or bola tennis kdg2 ganti selipar) to me because i was underage. so in order to "kill" me, they have to chase me and "touch" me ngan bola or selipar tuh..hehehe.. satu lagi game yg best was galah panjang or some ppl panggil galah adang.. konda-kondi hanya main bila blk kampung.. tp tak reti sangat.. satu lagi aktiviti ptg2 ialah main lumba lari! itu start masa dah pindah ktn, duk quarters.. lari kat atas jalan raya lagi and kaki ayam ok!! siap ade teams lagi, and gang lari yg plg kamcing skali was Faiz.. kamcing dulu kitorang sampai slalu kena gossip..hehe.. (dia nak kawin this coming CNY.. congrats!) ye, saya mmg sgt2 tomboy dulu2.. i didn't recall having a teddy bear other than a pair of medium size polar bear which i got masa bday party 5thn kot (the only bday party i've ever had in my life kot so far).. my brothers bagi present pedang mcm thundercats punya tuh! hahhaa.. and my parents bg present beg sekolah, buku tulis kosong and complete stationaries.. still ingat tu sbb there was a picture of me tgh menulis, pedang kat tepi and the teddy bears letak kat blakang as perhiasan..hahaha..
as a kid jugak, i never berangan nak jadi doktor or lawyer ke.. i have always wanted to be an engineer..though tak tau pun apa bende engineer buat time tuh.. hehehe.. then when Top Gun tgh hit, ade gaklah berangan nak jadi pilot! hahaa.. then tak ingat since bila, i started to berangan nak buat kartun! nak buat animation.. nak buat iklan.. nak buat video clips!! i was seriusly nak buat bende2 tu semua, but i was not serius enough in putting the effort to achieve them! well ade byk factors that contribute to that.. coming from family yg serba sederhana, i guess tak cukup exposure was one thing besides there were so many other issues in life which were more important than 'chasing' my dream.. pc pun tak pernah ade kat umah.. masa kat tkc pun mcm takde pun chance towards that (or was i yg busy break rules rather than fikir about "dreams"?? hehe..) well, i hope i didn't sound like i'm putting the blame on those factors for my disability to achieve what i want... no, i will never put the blame on anyone or anything! those were the challenges, and it was me who let my focus drift away far from my goals. then after spm, nak masuk uni, tak tau plak nak amik course apa.. with my "engineer" dream and "kartun/iklan/video" dream intact, i have 2 options.. computer engineering or computer science.. this may sound pathetic, but masa tuh, i didn't know what the difference and i didn't have anyone to ask! i ended up pursuing computer engineering.. 'computer' was very very foreign to me during those days.. enough said, i didn't even know camana nak turn it on/off! masa kat tkc ade la pegi computer class, tp biasanya pc tu dah on dah, then bila habis takyah off sbb next class nak pakai :-) kenapa choose computer engineering.. sbb animation/video/bende terbang2 tu semua sure related to computer kan.. and engineering sbb kan ke nak jadi engineer!! other than that, that shows how much i love challenges - computer - bende yg i totally have ZERO knowlegdge! it couldn't be more interesting!! hahahhaa.. bijak..bijak..
tadi kat tv tunjuk the making of "Geng & Ipin & Upin"!! it broke my heart sbb jeles yg amat! terus berangan i was the one yg kat dlm tv tu tgh explain my role in the production! dpt jadi one of the kuli2 in the team tu pun jadik la! ah frust! so utk kesekian kalinya that question pops up again.. "salah ambik course kah aku????"
as a kid jugak, i never berangan nak jadi doktor or lawyer ke.. i have always wanted to be an engineer..though tak tau pun apa bende engineer buat time tuh.. hehehe.. then when Top Gun tgh hit, ade gaklah berangan nak jadi pilot! hahaa.. then tak ingat since bila, i started to berangan nak buat kartun! nak buat animation.. nak buat iklan.. nak buat video clips!! i was seriusly nak buat bende2 tu semua, but i was not serius enough in putting the effort to achieve them! well ade byk factors that contribute to that.. coming from family yg serba sederhana, i guess tak cukup exposure was one thing besides there were so many other issues in life which were more important than 'chasing' my dream.. pc pun tak pernah ade kat umah.. masa kat tkc pun mcm takde pun chance towards that (or was i yg busy break rules rather than fikir about "dreams"?? hehe..) well, i hope i didn't sound like i'm putting the blame on those factors for my disability to achieve what i want... no, i will never put the blame on anyone or anything! those were the challenges, and it was me who let my focus drift away far from my goals. then after spm, nak masuk uni, tak tau plak nak amik course apa.. with my "engineer" dream and "kartun/iklan/video" dream intact, i have 2 options.. computer engineering or computer science.. this may sound pathetic, but masa tuh, i didn't know what the difference and i didn't have anyone to ask! i ended up pursuing computer engineering.. 'computer' was very very foreign to me during those days.. enough said, i didn't even know camana nak turn it on/off! masa kat tkc ade la pegi computer class, tp biasanya pc tu dah on dah, then bila habis takyah off sbb next class nak pakai :-) kenapa choose computer engineering.. sbb animation/video/bende terbang2 tu semua sure related to computer kan.. and engineering sbb kan ke nak jadi engineer!! other than that, that shows how much i love challenges - computer - bende yg i totally have ZERO knowlegdge! it couldn't be more interesting!! hahahhaa.. bijak..bijak..
tadi kat tv tunjuk the making of "Geng & Ipin & Upin"!! it broke my heart sbb jeles yg amat! terus berangan i was the one yg kat dlm tv tu tgh explain my role in the production! dpt jadi one of the kuli2 in the team tu pun jadik la! ah frust! so utk kesekian kalinya that question pops up again.. "salah ambik course kah aku????"
Saturday, January 17, 2009
time heals? i really doubt it..
i have kept myself busy. i have "saiko" myself, i have tried to divert my attention towards everything else, i have not only tried, but i have done everything i could... but still i have PLENTY of space to think about your smile, your hugs, your voice.. YOU!! everything about you.. why oh why.. i am so missing you... i'm not well for the past days.. so does erina.. i'm scared Allah swt will be angry with me for I really wish you are here now.. i thought people say time heals.. but why i think i am moving from the normal ward to the high dependency ward?? oh please, i dont want to even imagine the icu...
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Happy Birthday Erina sayang!
actually her birthday is not until Friday. but since we are going off for a short holiday(yeeyyyyy!!!)tomorrow (or today, just in a few hours time..), i might as well write something here now. Oh.. actually, was planning to post "something" more, but due to some unforseen circumstances, will have to postpone that.
To my darling Erina Aisyah, buah hati mummy, busyuk mummy, intan payung mummy.... happy birthday sayang.. muaaaaahhhhhh..... mummy sayang Erina baaaaanyyyyaaakkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, January 3, 2009
2009 - 2000 = 9
The demotivated syndrome that i picked up eversince the workshop early of Dec 2008 has not subsided, maybe a little. Last week, out of 3 working days (Mon and Thu were public holidays), which was equivalent to 3x8=24 hours that i needed to complete, only 8 hours were spent at the office (Tue 10am-4pm, Wed 10-12pm), another 8 hours were spent working from home doing real office work (Wed 2-4pm, Fri 10-4pm) while another 8 hours were used to "unglue" myself from bed, detach myself from erina in the morning, travel to and fro the office, extra hours for lunch, facebooking, evening time with erina and completing the other "project" that my bro assigned to me. i could die from office super boringness if i were to commit any more than that. it's not that i don't have work to do. in fact, i have a dateline to catch at the end of the month. 31st Jan is the date given by Hans, a little too ambitious i would say, but i do hope i can give it the best i can. actually, i was hoping the tight dateline could push me to work harder and be more serious toward the work. but, so far, it hasn't done a good job.
how did i spend the new year? that new year's eve, i disconnect from VPN at 4pm, went swimming with Erina from 5-6pm, then we went out for some shopping and had a good dinner. later that night as erina fell asleep, i was in front of the desktop, squeezing my brain to its fullest trying to come up with a super canggih design for my bro, kononnya la.. the countdown, the fireworks, the concert, the tv so on and so on were not in my head, at all! i only realized 2009 has arrived when i saw a friend's status in FB, welcoming the new year. I am NOT such a LOSER for not having any "celebration" plan for the new year, am I? am I turning into some geeky nerd working on the keyframes, the layers and whatnot, while others were enjoying their new year's party, hanging out with friends and putting themselves in road traffic statistics? well, who cares.
as far as i could remember, the very last real "celebration" i had for new year was way back in 2000. it's the new millennium, ppl!! being as young as 20 years old, my darling boyfriend and i couldn't resist to be part of the "millenium" crowd! and 2000 was also supposedly our year of FREEDOM, reaching 21 years of age!! hahaha! (little that we know what awaits us after 21.. if only i knew, i would have prayed hard to stay 18!!) we were joined by his bro who happened to be in KL at that time. our choice was KLCC! It was Ramadhan. We had our break fast at KLCC food court, then headed to Masjid KLCC for Maghrib, Isyak and Terawih.. baik tuh.. still tak lupa nak terawih ok! We "witnessed" the millenium fireworks (though i honestly couldn't tell the difference with any other fireworks show, and i believe it wasn't that special enough otherwise i would have remembered the special formation displayed..huhu) Before other ppl dismissed themselves, the three of us were already on our way to our car, parked at the open area near the mosque. and if you've been to KLCC and parked your car there, you must know how long it normally takes you to get into Jln Tun Razak again. guess how long it took us that night? 3 bloody hours ok!!! even more! and eversince that day, we made a vow never ever get ourselves into any new year's celebration again!ever! if the new year celebration or the fireworks is a fun not to be missed or an experience to tell, then we don't mind to have a "shrink" version of "fun list", we don't mind telling ppl how we slept soundly at home at the strike of new year, and we know being a part of the "history in the making" like new millenium doesn't keep us from paying taxes!! if there's one reason why i still remember that night, it's because he was there right beside me, and it's all that matters..
anyway, it's already 3rd, or perhaps 4th day of 2009. i crossed the 12 am new year not equipped with any new year's resolution like most people do. i just couldn't be bothered. i set one whenever i feel like needing one.. right now i'm all excited for next week!! wooohoooo!!!
p/s: notice the new header?? :-) i like it very much!! excuse me for being helplessly still so much in love with a dead man..
how did i spend the new year? that new year's eve, i disconnect from VPN at 4pm, went swimming with Erina from 5-6pm, then we went out for some shopping and had a good dinner. later that night as erina fell asleep, i was in front of the desktop, squeezing my brain to its fullest trying to come up with a super canggih design for my bro, kononnya la.. the countdown, the fireworks, the concert, the tv so on and so on were not in my head, at all! i only realized 2009 has arrived when i saw a friend's status in FB, welcoming the new year. I am NOT such a LOSER for not having any "celebration" plan for the new year, am I? am I turning into some geeky nerd working on the keyframes, the layers and whatnot, while others were enjoying their new year's party, hanging out with friends and putting themselves in road traffic statistics? well, who cares.
as far as i could remember, the very last real "celebration" i had for new year was way back in 2000. it's the new millennium, ppl!! being as young as 20 years old, my darling boyfriend and i couldn't resist to be part of the "millenium" crowd! and 2000 was also supposedly our year of FREEDOM, reaching 21 years of age!! hahaha! (little that we know what awaits us after 21.. if only i knew, i would have prayed hard to stay 18!!) we were joined by his bro who happened to be in KL at that time. our choice was KLCC! It was Ramadhan. We had our break fast at KLCC food court, then headed to Masjid KLCC for Maghrib, Isyak and Terawih.. baik tuh.. still tak lupa nak terawih ok! We "witnessed" the millenium fireworks (though i honestly couldn't tell the difference with any other fireworks show, and i believe it wasn't that special enough otherwise i would have remembered the special formation displayed..huhu) Before other ppl dismissed themselves, the three of us were already on our way to our car, parked at the open area near the mosque. and if you've been to KLCC and parked your car there, you must know how long it normally takes you to get into Jln Tun Razak again. guess how long it took us that night? 3 bloody hours ok!!! even more! and eversince that day, we made a vow never ever get ourselves into any new year's celebration again!ever! if the new year celebration or the fireworks is a fun not to be missed or an experience to tell, then we don't mind to have a "shrink" version of "fun list", we don't mind telling ppl how we slept soundly at home at the strike of new year, and we know being a part of the "history in the making" like new millenium doesn't keep us from paying taxes!! if there's one reason why i still remember that night, it's because he was there right beside me, and it's all that matters..
anyway, it's already 3rd, or perhaps 4th day of 2009. i crossed the 12 am new year not equipped with any new year's resolution like most people do. i just couldn't be bothered. i set one whenever i feel like needing one.. right now i'm all excited for next week!! wooohoooo!!!
p/s: notice the new header?? :-) i like it very much!! excuse me for being helplessly still so much in love with a dead man..
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