no one else

i scolded erina. and while crying, she said..

"mummy jangan pergi.. kalau mummy takde, erina dah takde orang lain.."

her expression tells me she means it 200% though i'm not sure if she understands what it really means..

i hug her tight, silently pray Allah swt won't take her away from me, and me from her.. i pray Allah swt won't separate us from each other, ever... my heart cries with her, and still crying though erina is already asleep.. may Allah swt be with you always sayang...

Ya Allah! please make her journey in this world easy for her, please don't test her with something she cannot handle... ya Allah, please bestow upon her strength and patience to go through all the challenges... may she succeed here and in the hereafter..