above picture was taken at our home on 12th Feb 2 yrs back. Erina was just 1yr+1mth+3days. She's sleeping while her parents having dinner, the very last dinner at home. i wish i can turn back time, so i can feel THAT happy again.. but at the same time, i wish there's a fastforward button that i can press, hoping that i will forget all this pain and hoping that i will not remember that "happy" i once had, so i can stop craving the lunch time, dinner time, the chats, the smile, the laugh, the sesi mengadu and luahan perasaan time, the phone calls, the sms (and the list goes on..).
Allah swt knows best. if we knew it's going to be our last dinner, probably we were already crying our eyes out by then. and i would have told him not to leave me. which would make things even harder.
Allah swt had planned it way ahead. It's the best. Nothing in the world can make it any better.
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