smile..................

a few conversations:

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friday after atheletics event, came back to office after fetching erina to get my notebook. hv to fetch her first since it's already 7pm.at office entrance..guard gave me and erina one kind of look..

me: want to go up get my notebook
guard: takleh bawak dia la..
me:haaa?? why.. saya nak naik kejap je get my notebook..takkan nak tinggal dia kat sinih..
guard: takblh patutnya.. nanti dia jatuh ke apa ke..susah
me: (dlm hati... ahhh..hsse issue ngokngek la ni..)
guard: husband mana?
me: why do you think i have one? (hehe, kidding..no i didn't say that..instead, i just told him...) takde..

he let me bawak erina naik after he made me promised 10 minutes only..

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today at my cubicle, while discussing something with a colleague...suddenly...

K: sapa tuh? (pointing at a picture on my cubicle wall)
me: haa??
K: tu la yg pakai sunglass tuh..
me: (smiling...) oh, that's my hubby la... (dlm hati.. kena ke tanya??)
K: handsomenya...
me: (even wider smile.................) thanks!! hahahahhahaa...

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today on the way to sports club nak tengok inter-D fusbal..

F: nani.. don't you have plan to remarry ke?
me: (smile.... laughing maybe..) hahahha.. entah la.. i don't exactly "plan" la... (don't know if she got what i meant..do you??)
F: bagus nya.. if i la dah jadi 'j', dah lama i remarry...hahaha.. byk choice nih...
me: hahahahahahaa...

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well.. nowadays i feel tetiba ppl mcm being more open plak ckp psl my hubby, his replacement or anything related to that.. (except case dgn guard tu la.. logik la kan dia assume i have a husband).. unlike before la kan.. semua mcm nak avoid mentioning about it.. i know this will come la.. so not really a surprise to me.. how do i feel? i don't mind.. sedih sikit la that he's no longer around for me to show-off my hensem hubby..hahahhahaa...but whatever they want to say, assume, think, ask.. be my guest.. i know kalau before mmg rasa mcm nak tumbuk je muka org yg berani buat that kind of statement.. like my uncle yg selamba ckp masa raya hari tu.. "oh.. next yr raya dah berdua la..." mmg rasa menyirap darah.. now things are different i guess.. say what you want to say.. if i feel like responding, i'll say something back.. or else, i will just... smile.................... or laugh la.. that's me anyway.. memang tak byk ckp.. bagus jugak kan jadi a bit quiet ni... so ppl don't always expect an answer from you.. hehehe..