All my life, mak yang akak kenal adalah seorang yang sangat tabah. Hanya Allah swt yang tahu apa yang mak lalui dari dulu sampai sekarang. Dilahirkan dalam keluarga yang susah, mak cukup sabar membantu keluarga dan adik2. Sampai sekarang, mak selalu cerita pasal mak kena tolong wan pergi menoreh getah, pegi bendang, gosok baju sekolah adik2 guna arang, jalan kaki 3 batu jauhnya untuk pegi sekolah, hari2 makan pucuk ubi and "tumis gelesek", mak tak sekolah tinggi.. though sometimes rasa mcm "haiiyaa..same story again ah??".. deep inside, i am very very proud of you.. you've gone thru it all mak.. if i were in your shoes, i would be proud of myself.. after all those hard time.. sometimes akak wonder if i can be as strong as you mak.. akak ni keje dlm air-cond, naik kete pegi keje, dpt makan macam2..and yet, still tak habis2 komplen..and baru Allah swt duga sikit, dah rasa mcm tak semangat nak hidup..
after all you've gone thru, when your own life pun mcm tak menentu, you are still this one selfless soul who never ever stop caring about other people and especially us, your kids mak..you are always there whenever i need you mak.. you were there to share the best days of my life, my happiness.. i got my UPSR results.. then i remembered how excited you were bila akak balik sekolah and bagi tau akak dpt offer to go to my dream school.. still ingat how we were 'jumping' with joy after i called school and was informed i got straight As for my PMR..then as i entered college, I met this one wonderful guy (love him much!) and i share my excitement with you.. i just couldn't hide things from you.. but you are OK with that kan as I promised I wouldn't neglect my studies.. i did keep my promise kan! and alhamdulillah, dgn izin Allah swt, akak married that wonderful guy mak.. remember i cried that evening before the nikah sbb mak busy tak sempat nak temankan akak makan? hehehe.. you know me yang manja nih kan.. and after 8 cucu, still you sound so extremely excited when i told you i'm carrying the little one in my tummy.. as if it was your first!
after all you've gone thru, when your own life pun mcm tak menentu, you are still this one selfless soul who never ever stop caring about other people and especially us, your kids mak..you are always there whenever i need you mak.. you were there to share the best days of my life, my happiness.. i got my UPSR results.. then i remembered how excited you were bila akak balik sekolah and bagi tau akak dpt offer to go to my dream school.. still ingat how we were 'jumping' with joy after i called school and was informed i got straight As for my PMR..then as i entered college, I met this one wonderful guy (love him much!) and i share my excitement with you.. i just couldn't hide things from you.. but you are OK with that kan as I promised I wouldn't neglect my studies.. i did keep my promise kan! and alhamdulillah, dgn izin Allah swt, akak married that wonderful guy mak.. remember i cried that evening before the nikah sbb mak busy tak sempat nak temankan akak makan? hehehe.. you know me yang manja nih kan.. and after 8 cucu, still you sound so extremely excited when i told you i'm carrying the little one in my tummy.. as if it was your first!
one thing i really like is how you would spend your time to hear our stories when we get together. either bila kitorang semua blk or bila you come to our house.. staying up till 2-3 o'clock is normal for us kan..it's the time we update each other.. semua la cerita kluar.. cerita yg baru or even cerita zaman kecik2 yg dah berkali-kali diceritakan..hehe..
mak is also always there for me when i'm not at my best.. when i was down coz my SPM results was not what i expected, you cried with me.. you told me it's ok and i've already made you proud.. then when my life was such a mess bcoz of some issues i had, you were also there.. i called you almost everyday and mengadu kat mak.. and mak tak pernah bosan layan and tak pernah fail to advise me kan.. u are always rasional.. then i remember how you cried with me as i called you from my room to tell you of the bad news regarding his health.. remember i cried like hell the moment i saw you that morning in front of the HDW..and we cried together.. remember i cried when i called you a few nights before he passed and you offered to come tido kat luar HDW to keep me company.. you were beside me at his bedside as i gather my strength to keep my sanity after he, that wonderful guy left me.. forever..to meet the Creator.. you were there and you are still here and will always be with me to see my ups and downs as I continue living my life.. "be strong" from you is never the same like what i got from other people.. because i know you've gone through so much more and you know exactly what "be strong" means.. "sabar..ni semua dugaan Allah swt utk ayu.." ye mak.. terima kasih sbb sentiasa ingatkan akak..
you have been very supportive of me mak.. you never doubt my capabilities.. you trust me when people around me don't... you stand by me when people just turn their back on me.. you have so much faith in me.. your love, your support and most important your prayers make me who i am today dgn izin Allah swt..
right now, i'm so looking forward to experience my life as it unfolds.. i look forward to share many many more moments with you.. i can never pay you back mak.. but akak akan sentiasa berdoa semoga Allah swt limpahkan kasih sayangNya untuk mak dan beri mak kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat..
terima kasih mak! akak sayang mak!!
mak is also always there for me when i'm not at my best.. when i was down coz my SPM results was not what i expected, you cried with me.. you told me it's ok and i've already made you proud.. then when my life was such a mess bcoz of some issues i had, you were also there.. i called you almost everyday and mengadu kat mak.. and mak tak pernah bosan layan and tak pernah fail to advise me kan.. u are always rasional.. then i remember how you cried with me as i called you from my room to tell you of the bad news regarding his health.. remember i cried like hell the moment i saw you that morning in front of the HDW..and we cried together.. remember i cried when i called you a few nights before he passed and you offered to come tido kat luar HDW to keep me company.. you were beside me at his bedside as i gather my strength to keep my sanity after he, that wonderful guy left me.. forever..to meet the Creator.. you were there and you are still here and will always be with me to see my ups and downs as I continue living my life.. "be strong" from you is never the same like what i got from other people.. because i know you've gone through so much more and you know exactly what "be strong" means.. "sabar..ni semua dugaan Allah swt utk ayu.." ye mak.. terima kasih sbb sentiasa ingatkan akak..
you have been very supportive of me mak.. you never doubt my capabilities.. you trust me when people around me don't... you stand by me when people just turn their back on me.. you have so much faith in me.. your love, your support and most important your prayers make me who i am today dgn izin Allah swt..
right now, i'm so looking forward to experience my life as it unfolds.. i look forward to share many many more moments with you.. i can never pay you back mak.. but akak akan sentiasa berdoa semoga Allah swt limpahkan kasih sayangNya untuk mak dan beri mak kebahagiaan di dunia dan akhirat..
terima kasih mak! akak sayang mak!!
I thank Allah swt everyday for His wonderful gift.. mak i am so proud to have.. and dear princess who make me a proud mummy!!
2 comments:
Salam nanfrz,
You are blessed with a great mom! Likewise, she is blessed to have a daughter like you! Insya Allah, anak yang diredhai ibunya akan selamat dunia & akhirat.
Take care of yourself and that lovely lil girl!
Al-Fatihah for your dear hubby...
Insya Allah. Amin. Thanks sis!
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