Thank you all

Doctors and nurses of HUKM
Thank you prof Fadhillah, dr Azmin, prof Razak, dr Anilah, nurses - sue, habibah and others, the cleaners and the brother yg selalu tukar plastic kuning..some of them have become my friends..thank you for taking a really good care of him.. thank you for being really nice to us.. and to nurses kat level 7 tuh, thank you sbb layan my luahan perasaan kat pantry some of the nights(hehe..).. and of course, thank you for being patient with us..(i know kitorang sgt tak berdisiplin, bangun lambat and expect you guys to change the bedsheet ikut timetable kitorang..hehhe) thank you bagi kitorang tumpang fridge, thank you for being there with me temankan dia masa dia high fever and thank you sbb sabar dgn MO yg pakai gelang yg sgt annoying mlm2 buta (if you didn't, i wonder what i would hv done to her)..

My dear friends & Rafizul's friends (now my friends too)
I'm so touched by the amount of support and love you've shown me and erina.. i really do appreciate that.. thank you friends for all the doa and support.. thank you for sparing your time to visit me, phone calls, sms and of course so much time on YM! thank you for the kind words of advice.. comments.. and for simply being there to listen to my words of tekanan perasaan.. it certainly helped a lot to know i'm surrounded by such wonderful people like yourselves.. and not to forget, thank you so much for the support utk arwah during his illness.. i know how he appreciate that.. and i just have to quote this..

"terharunya ramai kawan2 abang doakan abang.. dtg visit abang..tak sangka ade ramai orang ingat kat abang.. nanti if abang dah sihat, abg nak pegi visit setiap orang nak ckp terima kasih"

but Allah knows best kan.. though he's not here personally, please accept this sincere thank you on his behalf.. myself and Erina are honoured to know our man has touched so many hearts in one way or another..

Abah, Mummy, Edy, Aman, Ema, Ela & the rest of the family
Terima kasih sbb tolong tengokkan Erina masa Nani temankan Afiz kat hospital..terima kasih sbb tolong uruskan hal nak pindah rumah dulu..terima kasih tolong uruskan semua urusan jenazah sampai kebumi..Alhamdulillah semuanya berjalan lancar..Nani mintak maaf if ade bende yang Nani should have done, but i didn't and vice versa..please believe me I didn't mean to hide the fact that he's very ill but I just hope your instinct could tell you as mine have told me.. yes, I was informed that the chance was very slim and you knew that too..but i definitely have no idea that he's leaving so soon.. whatever it is, i hope all of you will always be given the strength to accept this dengan redha.. and thank you for all your love for Erina..

Along, Abang, Alang, Ogy, Adik & the rest of the family
Terima kasih banyak-banyak luangkan masa utk bersama akak dan erina.. terima kasih atas semua nasihat dan pandangan..akak dpt rasakan korang cuba nak happy-kan akak dan erina.. please know, we appreciate it so much.. sorry kalau at times korang dtg rumah akak tak layan and kurung diri kat dlm bilik.. thank you sbb understand me..thank you sbb sayang afiz and terima afiz (though dia selalu byk cakap and kedekut sikit kadang2..hehe)..akak doakan semoga korang dimurahkan rezeki dan diberi kebahagiaan selalu..

Mak, Abah
Terima kasih banyak2 untuk semuanya.. Akak mintak maaf sebab terpaksa susahkan mak abah. Terima kasih sbb mak abah byk sokong akak, memahami akak dan percayakan akak..terima kasih tolong tengok2kan akak dan Erina..terima kasih sbb sayang Afiz dan terima Afiz seadanya dan doakan kebahagiaan akak dengan Afiz..akak mintak maaf if ade silap salah akak yg menyinggung perasaan mak abah.. Akak harap mak abah tau Akak cuba sedaya upaya untuk teruskan hidup ni bersama Erina..Akak harap mak abah tau Akak sayang mak abah, rasanya tak terbalas jasa mak abah sampai bila-bila.. Akak doakan semoga mak abah sentiasa dirahmati Allah swt..

Mummy's most beautiful princess Erina Aisyah
Alhamdulillah, thank you God for giving me her..she'll always be my pillar of strength..thank you sayang for filling up my life.. and please always remember.. you are not his replacement, you two sit side-by-side in my heart.. u color my life with your own ways and i love every inch of it.. i love you so much to realize how fortunate i am to have the chance to hug you, to kiss you, to hear you call me and to stare at your cute face..i pray that happiness will always be part of you..may Allah swt bless you always sayang.. and semoga erina jadi anak yang soleh ye..doakan utk daddy and mummy ye sayang..

Especially for Abang
Abang, alhamdulillah I'm still here today..please don't be mad at me for hoping something i shouldn't and for actually thinking to leave our erina alone in this world.. no doubt Allah swt knows best and Nani redha.. thank you for being a caring daddy to Erina, a super-duper wonderful hubby to me for 34 months, a so very understanding and caring big brother to me and for being my bestest ever friend throughout the years..i do hope you know how much i try to move on with my life.. it hurts terribly, but i know if only you were here, this is definitely what you want me to do, so i will.. i'll keep our memories deep inside my heart and i'll pray everyday that Allah swt will let me see you again and will reunite us one day, in the hereafter..