cheer up and get better!

i'm mentally exhausted.. buckets of tears now led to flu and sore throat.. and even worse, i think Erina can feel it too..this is not the first time.. in fact, everytime i'm not well, erina will be ill too.. she's having running nose and coughing.. pity her..pagi tadi mak kata "pergi la klinik mintak ubat..orang patutnya bila badan rasa sakit tu, cepat2 pegi cari ubat utk sihat.." my reply.."sakit akak ni takde ubat kat klinik.."

but actually what mak said is indeed true.. I AM SICK! maybe i dont have to susah2 pegi klinik..but i definitely need to find some "ubat" to make me better..and i know long ago that the ubat is very near to me.. or perhaps i have the ubat already cuma taknak makan je.. or maybe at times ubat tu dah habis and nak dpt next supply tu takes time..wallahualam..

i think i need to cheer up myself a little bit..so let me tell you about a change i've made recently.. i decided to move out from my house..and rent a new place..hhmm.. how about that? i received different kind of feedback/reactions from people.. but sbb byk sgt comment, suggestion and COMPLAINTS.. i decided to concentrate on those coming from people who matters to me and who have proven a good record of constructive advice..

anyway, i did check out a few places to rent..and there's a story why i decided on the one i'm staying now.. haha.. perhaps it was just a coincidence tp i took it as a sign..hehe..at least jun agreed it was a sign..;-) then after few nights i keep postponing nak tido kat the new place sbb mcm sedih plak, suddenly he came and visit me in my dreams!! that's another sign! hahaha.. but on top of all, i believe ni semua ketentuan Allah swt.. i pray that things will turn out fine just like what i have planned, or even better..and i know there are many people who pray for me.. but if it doesn't turn out ok, i'll pray semoga Allah swt akan give me the strength to face it and still keep the door open for me to correct things and keep trying..

well, the place.. nice!! sederhana saja.. but i like it so far! and i can feel Erina likes it too! i think it suits us.. i'm not that cerewet.. so as long as yg basic tu ok, i'm ok je.. please pray for me and erina, orait people ;-)