Askm korang.syam, thanks so much for the thought. I now have network connection guna 3G so I can work from hospital now. lucky my boss has been very understanding. i've been here since day 1 ali was admitted. and today is the 16th day already! so far i only went out from this hospital compound for 3 times, 1st one to go home, get connected to internet to pay my bills and other stuff, 2nd to go cut my hair, 3rd was yesterday to go to office to settle a few stuff. a small part of me felt good to see the outside world but i obviously left most of myself at the hospital. my life is changing tremendously!! sometimes i think it happens too fast that i can't really process what is happening. alhamdulillah ali is getting better.. better in the sense that he's recovering from the chemo, no more fever, his bloodcount slowly stabilize..but only God knows what is actually happening in his body.. the next bone marrow biopsy will really tell if the chemo really work..please pray that all the bad cells go away soon!! he has been really strong, even stronger than people around him! as for me, i'm doing fine.have to be strong myself. but there are times when suddenly i feel so worried, so sad, so hopeless, so depressed.. but thinking that he needs me,i put all those behind.. i hope Allah swt will continue to give the strength, patience.. please pray that we both will be strong to face this dengan redha..may Allah give us stength to go through this hard time and ali will recover very soon..
A reply from Fara:
Nani's email really moves my heart. Really had to reply. I'm so awed with the strength that u n Ali have, living thru tough times together. Midun and I hope that Ali will recover soon,gets better and be his jovial self. I'm sure Ali is being so strong for u n his family. And he must be really grateful and lucky to have you as a devoted wife by his side. May Allah gives you both strength to face His challenges..I wonder if I, or the rest of us would have the same strength as u both. But it does give me a wake upcall to know how our mere life can be so vulnerable. Always keep the spirits up ok. If we can visit Ali, do tell us k. Midun and I would like to pay him a visit, and at the same time visit u too.
They're my x-housemates back in uni. They're among those who knew US since the courting stage..
Thank you so much my dear friends! May Allah swt bless you with good health and lots and lots of happiness always!
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