last year, i consulted his doctor if it's ok to do some celebration for his bday. when prof gave a green light, my brain started to kick off some plan! i sms his sister to buy a cake as i no longer dare to let him out of my sight!! then i informed the family members to be at the hospital early in the morning before his chemo started around 11am. it wasn't really a surprise though as i have to get his OK to have more visitors just on that one day (i didn't want to freak him out ;-) ) then, that night i stayed up very late to prepare his birthday card while waiting for his chemo to complete. I also decorated the hospital room wall with a big "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" made up from colored papers. :-) He slept quite early but was awaken by the nurse who came in to check the chemo medication. I took the chance to wish him "Happy Birthday sayang!"...he smiled and continue sleeping..
on his 28th birthday..the very last picture we took together..
i've never missed this day for the past 10 yrs.. don't miss it either this year..but unfortunately, things are not the same anymore..it will never be..ever again..
how i wish you are here...happy birthday sayang! you are always in my prayers..i miss you and i love you so very much from the bottom of my heart. I thank Allah swt everyday for giving me you..
2 comments:
dik,
i myself wonder, if i can get through "the day" it self.
annyversary, birthday.thinking about it alone make me cry.
k.ina, i guess "be strong" does apply here.whether it works or not.. only God knows..
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