it was sunday. few days before that TV3 had started showing the preview of the coming Nona.they're going to show Majlis cukur jambul for Norjuma's son this time around. i told abang "nani nak tengok nona at 2pm tau".."ok tau..tengok ni jap" referring to star wars episode 3: revenge of the Sith (if not mistaken it's shown on RIA that afternoon)..then..knock..knock.. "askm.." prof was here. just like her other visits, she inspected his wound, asked some questions, explained his progress..etc.. then she left..he continued watching star wars.. me continued working on my 3G internet connection..
suddenly.."ABANG, NONA!" switched to TV3 instantly, but unfortunately, Nona dah habis dah pun.."tu la..nani dah ckp jgn alih tadi.." abg, looking so guilty "alah..sorry la.. lupa la..tadi pun prof dtg kan.." "kalau abg tak alih tadi sure tak lupa punya.. mls la kawan camnih.." me merajuk la of course and left the room..brought my story book and baru je duduk kat sofa kat lounge tu, a sms came in.."takkan pasal nona nani dah tak suka abang:) really sorry about that" then another one "abg rasa mcm dah bau ikan 3 minggu:( bila boleh tolong mandi?I love u."..hehe..yeah, that morning takde air panas sbb ade some construction going on..so he had not taken his bath yet..hihi..then another one "million sorry to my loving wife.she means everything to me. love u sayang".. i melt..i "run" to the room and God knows what happened after that..hihi..
well now when i think back, i wonder what we were thinking masa tuh.. we treated each other mcm biasa je.. rebut tengok tv, bengang2, merajuk, komplen2, play millionaire, watched DVD, kutuk those contestants in raja lawak but still sms vote YUS(ok, that's him..hehe!)..had supper (just roti+jam+milo.. we missed ABC's roti telur bwg like hell).. except there's no "erina!! bla..bla..@^(&#^@#@(*^&_!!!".. we were so missing Erina of course!
hmmmhh.. time flies..it's been a yr! now they are all memories.. i told a fren today, if i have the will, i'll do anything to have him back.. but that's certainly not possible.. guess all i can do now is just to learn to accept and be grateful for what i have now.. erina, my parents, my family, my friends..and him in my heart..
i quote another line from ps i love you..."i cannot just continue living my life in my head.." whatever that means..
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