smile always.......

macam mana nak jadi lebih selamba and tak terlalu sensitive? been trying and keep telling myself not to, tp can't help it la.. maybe sbb segala2 yg dah jadi, plus being a pompuan lagi kan. possible ke nak be not too emotional? these are some tips given by a friend:

1. limit the thinking... don't think too much
2. take things one at a time
3. senyum selalu, show happy face..

hmm... no 3 tuh mungkin senang sikit la nak buat... i am doing it i think, kalau tak, takde la my fren ckp "ohh, stress pun boleh senyum lagi eh..." except hari2 tertentu la...

no 1 .. hmmm.. susah tuh.. takleh nak control la mind nih.. no boundaries...heheh.. semua bende nak fikir, sampai apa org lain fikir pun, i nak tolong fikirkan.. then suka nak fikir all possibilities... and suka nak bygkan semua bende as a complete story.. semua kena jadi a movie, takleh jadi drama bersiri yg tak habis2.. camana tuh? kalau someone ckp something, otak ni mesti nak fikir, kenapa dia ckp camtuh? apa dia fikir? is it because sthing i say or do? kenapa takleh accept je yg dia ckp camtuh, sbb dia nak ckp la kan.. kenapa sentiasa nak fikir reasons?? hemm..maybe everything happens for a reason tu mcm tak betul je.. things happen sbb it is meant to happen la.. for whatever reason which i don't always need to know at that point of time kan.. hmmm... i don't always need to find the reason.. it will reveal itself when the right time comes... ye ke..

no 2.. pun susah jugak.. one thing at a time.. ok, tp camana nak tau, which thing first?? and maybe i was born to be this one person yg suka nak buat semua bende at one time.. takleh nak sabar.. though dah ade timetable..ade schedule.. most of time, i only list down semua bende yg i have and i want to do.. tp the order tuh main lantak pi je.. so bila hal2 yg lain pun camtuh jugak.. one thing at a time.. kalau boleh buat more things at a time, why not? hehehe.. nampak sangat tak cukup kesabaran kan..

tp tu la ye.. people say we cannot be someone we are not.. do you believe in that? hmmm... personally i think boleh kot tp it requires so much effort la.. and it won't happen in a blink.. sbb something yg already in you bertahun2, suddenly you nak change kan.. and ade possibility you end up feeling so fake about yourself.. mcm tak genuine.. but you may also end up liking the change, the new you.. but one interesting advise from a friend.. "don't be that someone.. of course you cannot be me and i cannot be you.. but take the good of each other and try to see from there..".. hmmm.. symbolic..