2 yrs ago, we went there to buy a new handphone for me. 3G phone. the old nokia, which was a present from him to celebrate his first ever bonus pay, has almost came to its end-of-life :-) he said it's time to change into a new one, since the nokia just went off whenever it felt like it plus i need a good phone with me when i travelled to US in a month's time. i insist on having a sony ericsson, so yeah..a sony ericsson it was. and this time it's also a present from him.. a present for being understanding and for being patient with him and his busy schedule and most of all with "that particular thing" that he didn't seem to find a way to resolve. but seriusly to me, i appreciate the gift very much, but i hope he knew i did that all for him, from the bottom of my heart. he didn't need to "reward" me though I LOVVVVEEEE the phone very much! i'm still using the same phone now and i wonder if i would have to buy one on my own later when it's time to change again. let's not think about it now.
what i want to say is actually, it has been 2 years since that outing. that was the very final one before he left me just a few months later. i've been avoiding that place. too much memories that i don't want to recall. not because i don't want to, but because i'm so scared i can't stop. i'm so scared they will "break" me.
yet today.. i made my way there again... i really am not sure why i did that.. but yes. i was there, again.. everything seemed very very familiar. i refrained my mind, myself from thinking about those memories.. surprisingly, it wasn't that hard..thanks a lot to the great companion..it certainly helped a lot..
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see? i told u its ok kan?? did u have fun?
surprisingly, it was really ok and i had fun!
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