cergas! cergas!

as usual bila tgh stress i will block this blog to anyone but myself. why? don't ask. how does that help? don't ask either. it's just in my to do list whenever stress takes over! :-)

so apakah tanda2 stress selain block blog for public reading? pimples. cakap mengarut. gelak. nak marah. nak nangis. tak selera nak makan. over sensitive.. what else? pegi shopping, end up semua beli brg semua color kelam. oh yesterday i went to office wearing black kurung and black tudung. serius rasa mcm pelik. myself rasa pelik. org lain, maybe la. masuk2 lif je sorang kawan dah tegur. apa ocassion? then si minah yg selalu suka ajak pegi lunch, just say ok when i say no.. hehehe. tak berani nak pujuk lebih2 kot. hehehe. pastu sorang kwn lagi kata "hitam betul hari ni".. tanya dia mcm org balik dr kubur tak? ke mcm artis baru pegi mahkamah syariah. so dia pilih yg ke 2 :-) mq ckp should pakai baju merah and sunglass besar baru ade gaya AA;-) ptg nak visit ija's newborn admitted to sjmc. ingat nak blk tukar baju sbb mcm semacam la plak dressing camtu pegi hospital. tp sebab hujan n dah lambat, kensel. and today srg kawan baru nak tanya, "mana mau pegi smalam.. so sweet je pakai mcm tuh (ehem!).." hahaaha..

so today, still not in good mood. tp tak kroniks sgt. juned ckp "cergas! cergas!" hmmm.. tu la kan. mcm mana nak mencergas kan diri?? i know.. stop thinking!! buat je apa2 patut.. but buying new car, definitely not in my list... at least not now... :-) sorry ye. hasutan tak berjaya :p