wish not fulfilled

"nani, abang nak jumpa erina la.."
"oh ok. nani gi tengok if diorang still kat luar. nani bawak erina masuk.."
"ok"
as i opened his room door...
"eh nani jap, ambikkan specs abang.."
i took his specs on the table and help him to put it on...
"ok cepat tau..abang nak tengok erina puas2.."
he sounded very2 excited.. i could see the glow on his face..

outside the HDW, no one was there. they were gone..i was unsure.. should i go back and tell him that they've left? or should i wait until they come? but, where are they?? immediately, i call his sister..

"korang kat mana?"
"kitorang dah balik.."
"kat mana dah? pusing blk pls.. abang pis nak jumpa erina"
"kitorang dah jauh.. dah nak sampai cheras dah.."
"alah. pusing la balik.. pls pusing balik pls.."
"jap..nanti kitorang call balik.."

i felt heartbroken. disappointed. how was i supposed to tell him? or should i still wait outside HDW until they come back? but, were they coming back?? well, time was so precious, i'd rather spend every second with him than waiting something unsure..

he saw me through the glass window.. his face changed..

"mana erina??"
"diorang dah balik la sayang.. nani suh dia pusing balik.. diorang kata nanti they call back"

I WILL NEVER forget that disappointment look. i broke his heart!
the phone rang.. i passed the phone to him..

"rafiz, kitorang dah nak sampai cheras.. tak sempat la kot nak pusing balik, sbb emma nak blk.. kang takut tertinggal bas.."
"oh ok.. takpe la"

that "takpe la" sounded different to me..

"maybe petang nanti kitorang dtg jap bawak erina"
"takpe la.. kesian kat erina pegi balik pegi balik.."
"oh eh.. esok la kot kitorang datang ye"

now, i was very2 disappointed... i wish i told them to come back anyway! i wish i insist they come back! i wish i knew that, the tomorrow still came, but he could never laid his eyes on erina again.. and there's no more tomorrow after that...