my wishes..

Alhamdulillah.. Thank you God for the 29yrs of life.. and terima kasih mak lahirkan akak ke dunia... thank you all for the birthday wishes and prayers..my birthday wish this year..certain things I just couldn't put it in words.. so here among things that i can extract from my mind and heart..

I wish (in no particular order)..

1. God will give me more strength and patience to face the coming days..

2. I'll be a better muslim

3. God will let me feel happy (without feeling guilty) and be grateful when He grant me something good..

4. God will be with me whenever I feel sad..

5. I can face His challenges with redha and I am always in His Guidance in everything I do

6. God will only grant me rezeki yang halal...

7. God give me good health to perform my ibadah and take really good care of Erina, my parents and people I love

8. I'll be a better mom to princess Erina Aisyah..a better daughter, sister, friend, employee and a better person as whole..

9. the missing him part will not go away, i want to still cry and be sad whenever i miss him but it won't stop me from being happy..

10. God will give me strength to pack his clothes and do whatever I need to do with all his belonging..

11. to be able to complete my masters before my next birthday :-)

12. to get a much more interesting position (not that the current one is boring..but been doing it for almost 2 yrs. it's time for something new!)

13. to become more IT-freak and hoping for some freelance jobs ;-)

14. to be committed in my new hobbies.. not really new.. but baru now got the chance to pursue it

15. to exercise more.. play games.. regular jogging..