Sunday, July 6, 2008

mummy sayang erina sangat



erina sayang,

mummy sayang erina sangat though sometimes erina suka buat mummy bengang
mummy tetap sayang erina sangat though erina sayang org yg made life mummy miserable
mummy tetap sayang erina though erina ckp erina taknak balik umah mummy
mummy tetap sayang erina sangat though erina at times tak excited pun nampak mummy
mummy tetap sayang erina sangat though it hurts mummy so much when i miss you the whole day and yet erina taknak dukung and hug mummy when we meet..

mummy sayang erina sangat, mummy tak kisah if erina akan buat tudung mummy senget..
mummy sayang erina sangat, mummy tak kisah if mummy kena dukung erina bila erina kata erina penat..
mummy sayang erina sangat, mummy tak kisah if erina rosakkan baju kebaya mummy yg cun tuh :-)
mummy sayang erina sangat, mummy tak rasa erina memalukan mummy though erina jerit menangis-nangis and semua org tengok
mummy sayang erina sangat, mummy tak sampai hati tengok takde orang yg willing to layan segala kerenah erina
mummy sayang erina sangat, mummy sedih tengok orang pass erina sana sini and taknak be responsible to look after erina
mummy sayang erina sangat, mummy sedih bila tengok orang taknak dukung erina and sanggup biarkan erina nangis when that is all you want..
mummy sayang erina sangat, mummy sedih bila people make you love them, but when you want them, they are not there..
mummy sayang erina sangat, mummy tak sampai hati bila erina sampai merajuk sbb orang tak layan erina..
mummy sayang erina sangat, mummy so proud of you and mummy so very comfortable to tell the world you are my daughter..

erina sayang.. mummy harap erina tau... mummy is always here for you sayang.. whenever and for whatever..mummy tau, i'm gonna have to share your love with so many people..but it's ok.. i'm already so grateful and thankful to be that tiny part of your life sayang.. erina sayang..mummy will never leave you sayang selagi ada hayat.. that's what daddy promised to us before.. and he did keep his promise.. now mummy promise this to erina and i pray i'll keep this promise too..

mummy sayang erina sangat tau.. dunia dan akhirat...

4 comments:

lilinbiru said...

y this entry? make me cry pagi2.

petite n powerful said...

some parts made me smile....amazingly, i feel the same sometimes with my kids. Its this inferiority and guilt that I have that sees them as "Kesian, anak yatim" sometimes. But, we give them the best, and this inferiority is partly a product of society's perception.I try not to fall into it (hard at times). But at the end of the day, YOU are her lifeline, and nothing can replace that. We as mothers feel what you feel.

MHB said...

mummy,

I'm sure Erina pun saaaaayang mummy sangat-sangat even though Erina tak pandai nak tunjuk lagi... ;-)

Fazlida said...

Nani,

Sedihnya baca entry ni..