Last nite after midnight, as I hugged and kissed her, I just couldn't help but crying. Despite weeks of effort trying to think as positive as possible, I failed miserably when all I can think of was nothing but him. She doesn't deserve this, I know. Lucky she was already asleep at that time, so she didn't have to see me cried.
To my darling daughter, my prayers are always with you sayang. I am truly blessed to have you in my life. Allah swt has granted me strength and courage through you. You remind me how fortunate I have been despite what happened. You have thought me lots of things I have not discovered before..and you remind me things I seem to forget. May you grow up to become someone who is always grateful for all things Allah swt has granted you, someone who is always redha with His Qada' and Qadar and someone who is beriman only to Allah swt. May patience and strength be part of you always.
I love you so much sayang for every single thing, unconditionally..
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