pamper me

ptg tadi masa on the way to the car, parked at the road side, suddenly terasa nak sgt-sgt-sgt nampak jazz on the road yg tgh speeding to pick me up kat depan tu.. 5 minutes waiting for him kat depan tu rasa mcm lama sgt2.. at times, if he arrived there early, he'd wait in the car and started calling his friends sampai tak sedar i was there already.he always forgot to unlock the door, so i would have to ketuk2 cermin, dia akan buat blur2 before unlock the door..once i got into the car,salam tangan abg..and abg would say,"sayang sikit"...wanting me to kiss his cheek..then sometimes with the most manja voice, i'd say "abg..nak milo.." milo kotak has always been my favourite.. we'll stop at the petronas to get milo kotak for me..he just loved to pamper me!!in the car, if erina degil2 and buat perangai..he'd say "erina, kenapa buat mummy mcm tuh..mummy penat tu.." rindu nya.. then terfikir, dulu tunggu 5 minute kat depan tu rasa mcm berjam-jam..and bygkan now ni i have to wait to see him until sampai bila pun tak tau.. entah la.. kalau boleh taknak fikir..ya Allah, berila hamba-Mu ini kesabaran dah ketabahan..i don't hope this missing thing to go away, but i just hope it doesn't have to be this painful..but is that possible at all?